LibrarySessions
Here I am… sitting physically alone in a room full of stories to share. Lives that were lost and hope was gained. Stories to be shared and lessons to be learned. The tap tap tap of my keyboard being the loudest thing I can hear at the moment. Sweating and thinking to myself, “Am I worth all this?”.
All this money and studying and people trying to feed me with information that I will need in the field of work I want one day. The effort people pour out onto me… I suck at being a student. and I am expected to have a specific GPA but i’m not even sure I’m going to pass one of my classes at this point.
I just need to learn to work efficiently. I need to find me some good people. The heck? I’m good people!! Why can’t I do anything right? It’s not fair. God didn’t give me the amazing talent, the gorgeous looks, the smart brain, or the money to get through life. And so I have to beg to get through life. I have to work hard. One slip and I’m done. I cannot afford to slip up. I have to get my shit together and fast. Lord help me 😥